50 Shades Better

Fifty Shades (of Grey that is) is not a BDSM book.  If that is what you seek, you will be disappointed. It is a romance. It touches briefly (very briefly) on themes of an adult nature, but they take it out of context who hail it to be anywhere near "the edge".

The plot is that a young innocent woman is drawn to a man who has a darker side.  By the end of the book, his darkness is cured and they all run happily through the meadow.

OK, it does describe a Playroom, and there are canes, but sadly he has sold them by the end of the second book, by which time, I was ou,t as they say on Dragon's Den.

Trilogy of Pain - 50 Shades of painful torture if you read through to the end

Fear not!  I will save you the trouble.

My outrage was threefold.  First that the Submissive ladies were portrayed as pathetic creatures with no sense of self-worth and second that the implication is that a Dominant man with a sadistic tendency has perhaps suffered an early trauma that has made him that way.  Thirdly, that a nice, well balanced, "normal, bolshy, unsubmissive" young lady can put him right with the power of love.

Heard enough?  Stop covering your ears and cringing.  All is not lost you know.

I have come to help.

Domsub1

It was during the writing of my own tale that 50 Shades appeared on the supermarket shelves.  Actually they were whisked off the shelves at Sainsbury.  Sainsbury types, as we all know, couldn't possibly handle the thought of a blindfold, handcuffs and a few playful smacks now could they?

I am a real, practicing Submissive Masochist, collared to a real, practicing Dominant Sadist.  My name is Angel Sub.

& He is Master Hood

Together, we are Domsub1, a creative team, dedicated to the expression of the art form that is BDSM in its fullest sense; Bondage, Discipline, Dominance, Submission, Sadism & Masochism.

We are both journalists and it came to pass that right from the start of our journey everything got written down and saved.  It took the shape of a book, so I literally stuck it all together.  What emerged is now safely stowed in the Amazon Cloud and available for you to buy and read if you like.

The plot is my own.  It covers the background of Why, then it begins with my search, continues with my success and my initiation into the scene through a series of Tests, set for me by my would be Dominant.  I pass them all and earn the right to wear his collar.  The whole affair took around 6 months.  It began in the British Spanking forum (and I still have the transcript) and it reached a climax in an elaborate Collaring Ceremony (sadly Masterhood appears to have mislaid the script for this, but we are hunting for it - OOH!  What?  Masterhood does nothing wrong, being the perfect one that he is.  He never mislays anything.  The script is simply not with us at this time!).

Although maybe if 50 Shades hadn't appeared (and a Dangerous Method), I would not be so driven by fire to make my own story available.  Perhaps it would never have seen the light of day, remaining private and hidden as it perhaps should be.  But something is driving me forward relentlessly and I cannot ignore it.  50 Shades haunts me.  I have something to say and I must say it.

My story essentially celebrates Dominance & Submission.  In the fantasy that is Domsub, the sub is exalted, cherised, prized & beautiful.  The submission is like that of Christ; strong, graceful and humble.  The Dominance is passionate and fierce.

I am not a pathetic, miserable doormat.  I am a very strong, independent, curious woman, with a huge sense of humour, gentle, kind, meek and mild like an Angel, bold, daredevil, thrill seeking Phoenix.

Our activities are mutually satisfying.  We are both dedicated enthusiasts who enjoy playing with Pain.  We are a perfect little jigsaw.  I like pain.  It is fun to get it.  He likes providing pain to one who enjoys it.  Its beautiful.

More

So the book is part of the Domsub1 series (Oh Yes, there is more).

First one is called Angel Sub: BDSM Entry Level, because it is an initiation.

Second one is under construction and is called Inside Domsub1: The Collared Reality

And Third is     Masterhood: Twisted Advanced Level.  I haven't written this yet, but you can see where I am going with it.  Remember at all times that it is me who asks.  That is the sequence.  I ask, he answers.  It has never been that he has muscled in.  Notice that it is ME who is asking for TWISTED.  He will no doubt read this and absorb it on a deep and satisfying level of fulfillment.

Picture it like this.  I was a seeker after truth & when I looked into the eyes of Masterhood, I saw what I was looking for.  I really strived to earn the prize of collar.

Submission to the will of another and giving up of one's ego is no way an easy act.  It takes strength and it takes courage. But why would anyone want to do that, I hear you ask.  The answer is because I can, my friends.  I do so CONSCIOUSLY and deliberately.  If you really want to know you have to experience it for yourself.  You could start by reading my book, my own introduction.

Thanks for reading.

Domsub1 welcome all feedback, especially if it is painful.

Welcome to Our World

Domsub1

Who, What, Where, Why & When?

Me, Discipline, Essex, Obsession, Current

The Domsub1 phenomena evolved as a direct result of our contact circumstances and our subsequent journey into the world of BDSM.

Following years of  denial and suppression, it did come to pass that:-

One day, the fantasies got too big to stay in my head.  I wanted to experience them for real.  And so, after a brief, cursory attempt at hilarious and unsatisfactory self-discipline, I took the plunge.

I bought a "dedicated" laptop through Ebay and as soon as it arrived, I typed "spanking" into Google.  Lo and Behold (cue an Angelic choir singing Allyluya and a bright blinding sunbeam finding me so that I found myself in the spotlight) I discover a website known as British Spanking.

Oh my!  What joys! You have no idea just how deliriusly happy my excitable little self became in those first moments, when the whole world of BDSM lay at my fingertips.

sub (History)

Back in the 80's & 90's when I was 18 I one day chanced upon the House of Janus during a girly drunken jolly into Soho.  To see in print those photographs and drawings - heartstopping, breathtaking wow.

But back then contact with kindred spirits was a whole different ball game and due to the "taboos" inherent in the concept of a man dominating a woman back in the feminist Thatcher years, well, my little fantasy stayed just that, a little, happy fantasy which played in the back of mind, cheering me up when times were mean - for years.  And so my collection grew, Janus, Blushes, Sleeping Beauty by Anne Rice (Oh do try it and see!).  tbc

Hi.  I am a submissive female seeking a dominant male for discipline, in Essex.

Dom

 

 

Living Sub

This post seems to get quite a bit of traffic!

So you want to know about "living as a sub" presumably?  If you ask me what you want, I will supply it for you, mainly just for the fun of it, but if you want to read my book you have to buy it - its at smashwords and it is called Angelsub and is by me, Angel Feenix.  It tells of how it all started and the photos are on the website.

Living as a Sub

Well the first thing I had to do after making my plea to be sub to my Dom was bare my buttocks so nervously I eased my pants down and bent over, just like in the above photo.  I have asked to be "taken in hand".  I had no discipline and my life was out of control, so I sought the help of one who does have discipline and whose life is controlled to the point of rigidity.  Personally I find that impressive.  Many would not.  Domsub are a meeting of opposites.
He is "Sir" at all times.  I don't live in his house, during the week as I have a job and other interests.  We stay in touch via text where he keeps an eye on me.
At weekends, I get "summonsed".  He uses predictive text and that is what it always says, unique to him, because he is strange and unusual.
When I enter the presence of the Dominant, don't look at him unless he tells me to.  It is more often the case that I have misbehaved and so have to go straight to my room to be punished.
I accept this without question.  It usually makes my face burn with shame and I get very wet between my legs as my being begins to respond to the intense & shocking harshness that proceeds a punishment session.
Yes it is roleplay, in that we have created a fantasy world, but it is also real, very real.  That HE can spank is an understatement.  Every smack stings like fire.  He is very strong and he is very good at it.  It makes him hard, very hard.  Even just one can leave me gasping for breath it is so hard!  A session is always very serious.  He calls all the shots - what I wear and what position I am in, and how severe, how many, what implements, etc.
It happened last Saturday, and will happen tonight too.
I was late to work on Wednesday - by a whole hour after following Dynamo on Twitter into the early hours.  HE has promised me 60 spanks.
If you like I will upload photos of before and after.  How about that?
Go go to my website and donate one little pound.  If I get just one little pound, I will not only take pictures but upload a little video of some of the action.  It will be amateur though, because I have never done it before.  Of course you won't know if anybody else has donated any pounds, but hey, what fun!

I will be back on Monday, when I will upload and tell more - all for a pound.  Well I got to cover my costs!

Thank you very much for listening.

I am interested in who is interested.  Please leave me some feedback and I will leave some for you.  It is supposed to be a social forum after all.

I've been me
Aspergers don't lie

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Go to http://www.domsub1.com/.

 I started this Blog, but got a bit wary of posting porn on to here for some weird reason.  (because I can't run adsense because it says you can't post porn).  So I created a Website especially for all my pornography, but don't expect anything too spectacular.  I have just started doing this and it is a bit rough around the edges, but I like it rough! (and get it rough without having to ask).

Sorry that the two folks who viewed this blog, probably didn't get much entertainment from it!  Onward and Upward though!

Note that this is not my image!!!  If it is your image, I think it is beautiful and as soon as I work out how, I will visit your virtual space and buy something.  My apologies for using it without any permission, but ain't it good, though!  Somes things up for me.

My Book is ready.  It is available at Smashwords.  The first of the Domsub1 series, by Angel Feenix.  Angel Sub, BDSM Entry Level.
With this launch, I plan also to re-launch myself with a new image.  With the prospect of a photo shoot coming my way, what better time to slim down and tone up.  Got to look my best for Masterhood.
So I begin tomorrow.  Not one sweetie will pass these lips until I am satisfactorily fitter.
It was wonderful that Masterhood encouraged me to quit nicotine, but unfortunately it meant that pounds piled on.
In order to really enjoy the experience of submission, one has to look one's best, and with Masterhoods authority, one must look ones best.  There is nothing quite like the attention of a Dominant complete with glorious discipline to inspire an incentive to abide by certain rules.
Every action counts.  It will be easy to just resist and walk away from the "wrong food" when I am carrying around the thought of publicity, of being exposed, naked in a photoshoot.  Oh my, how liberating!
So alongside my renewed writing enthusiasm, I will be monitoring the success of my Living Sub Project in future blogs.
We are Domsub1
Bye