Living Sub

This post seems to get quite a bit of traffic!

So you want to know about "living as a sub" presumably?  If you ask me what you want, I will supply it for you, mainly just for the fun of it, but if you want to read my book you have to buy it - its at smashwords and it is called Angelsub and is by me, Angel Feenix.  It tells of how it all started and the photos are on the website.

Living as a Sub

Well the first thing I had to do after making my plea to be sub to my Dom was bare my buttocks so nervously I eased my pants down and bent over, just like in the above photo.  I have asked to be "taken in hand".  I had no discipline and my life was out of control, so I sought the help of one who does have discipline and whose life is controlled to the point of rigidity.  Personally I find that impressive.  Many would not.  Domsub are a meeting of opposites.
He is "Sir" at all times.  I don't live in his house, during the week as I have a job and other interests.  We stay in touch via text where he keeps an eye on me.
At weekends, I get "summonsed".  He uses predictive text and that is what it always says, unique to him, because he is strange and unusual.
When I enter the presence of the Dominant, don't look at him unless he tells me to.  It is more often the case that I have misbehaved and so have to go straight to my room to be punished.
I accept this without question.  It usually makes my face burn with shame and I get very wet between my legs as my being begins to respond to the intense & shocking harshness that proceeds a punishment session.
Yes it is roleplay, in that we have created a fantasy world, but it is also real, very real.  That HE can spank is an understatement.  Every smack stings like fire.  He is very strong and he is very good at it.  It makes him hard, very hard.  Even just one can leave me gasping for breath it is so hard!  A session is always very serious.  He calls all the shots - what I wear and what position I am in, and how severe, how many, what implements, etc.
It happened last Saturday, and will happen tonight too.
I was late to work on Wednesday - by a whole hour after following Dynamo on Twitter into the early hours.  HE has promised me 60 spanks.
If you like I will upload photos of before and after.  How about that?
Go go to my website and donate one little pound.  If I get just one little pound, I will not only take pictures but upload a little video of some of the action.  It will be amateur though, because I have never done it before.  Of course you won't know if anybody else has donated any pounds, but hey, what fun!

I will be back on Monday, when I will upload and tell more - all for a pound.  Well I got to cover my costs!

Thank you very much for listening.

I am interested in who is interested.  Please leave me some feedback and I will leave some for you.  It is supposed to be a social forum after all.

I've been me
Aspergers don't lie

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Go to http://www.domsub1.com/.

 I started this Blog, but got a bit wary of posting porn on to here for some weird reason.  (because I can't run adsense because it says you can't post porn).  So I created a Website especially for all my pornography, but don't expect anything too spectacular.  I have just started doing this and it is a bit rough around the edges, but I like it rough! (and get it rough without having to ask).

Sorry that the two folks who viewed this blog, probably didn't get much entertainment from it!  Onward and Upward though!

Note that this is not my image!!!  If it is your image, I think it is beautiful and as soon as I work out how, I will visit your virtual space and buy something.  My apologies for using it without any permission, but ain't it good, though!  Somes things up for me.

My Book is ready.  It is available at Smashwords.  The first of the Domsub1 series, by Angel Feenix.  Angel Sub, BDSM Entry Level.
With this launch, I plan also to re-launch myself with a new image.  With the prospect of a photo shoot coming my way, what better time to slim down and tone up.  Got to look my best for Masterhood.
So I begin tomorrow.  Not one sweetie will pass these lips until I am satisfactorily fitter.
It was wonderful that Masterhood encouraged me to quit nicotine, but unfortunately it meant that pounds piled on.
In order to really enjoy the experience of submission, one has to look one's best, and with Masterhoods authority, one must look ones best.  There is nothing quite like the attention of a Dominant complete with glorious discipline to inspire an incentive to abide by certain rules.
Every action counts.  It will be easy to just resist and walk away from the "wrong food" when I am carrying around the thought of publicity, of being exposed, naked in a photoshoot.  Oh my, how liberating!
So alongside my renewed writing enthusiasm, I will be monitoring the success of my Living Sub Project in future blogs.
We are Domsub1
Bye